Dissipation

Nothing after you
Idealized soul and goddess
Of pagan beauty

Flexed muscles of you
Surge in me
The current of loveliness
Stirred in me

Your form like Venus
After you meaninglessness
I sit, waiting for my gods

Tell me what to do
Have you left me
After that climax of years
After I've tasted that honey

I would find another love
To get excited with
But no such carnality stirs

Should I renounce lust after you
Nothing again to come close
Should I seek the Buddha now
Some internal eternal truth

The dissipation of the self
No longer one in you

04.08.13